Hi
This is ma First Blog… I am Vikram…I have Completed ma 12th from Daly College a Historical School…almost 125 Yrs. Old…. That’s about me. Ma Friend Ankur has been Blogging for some time… and he was the one who pushed me into writing this…
For Starter lemme tell you I have absolutely no Idea Wat to write, I have always been a person with very few words, often failing to express ma self many times and thus losing something I always wanted or needed… coz of ma this inability I am soon gonna loose something that I always loved but I cant help but just to watch it go by…
It gives me different feeling to write this coz I expect others people who don’t even know me to understand me, while ma closest of ma friendz didn’t… I optimistically believe there is someone out there who might understand me. Or been through from the same situation as I am in rite now.... If your still confused lemme explain it to ya what I am talking about…
Have you ever had this feeling of something wrong or something missing… have you ever wanted something and you got it and still you weren't as happy as you thought you would be… It’s kinda Funny Coz I have always had this gutsy feeling of Uncertainty, Doubt and Confusion in me… I always wanted this outlet to someone… though I have ma friends who are always ready to listen to me and ma problems… But I still feel That Non expression in ma self…
Eyes have a thousand words to express…but There r Very few Listeners in this World… There’s always Something Inside That tingles through Your senses wen you are alone watching a sunset…Its Something that happens everyday…but still It has a Addictiveness to it…It binds you … Its Beautiful. Most of people say it But Whats Beautiful in it…Can they tell me Whats beautiful in a sunset or sunrise…..It’s so interesting that most important things in life r taken so granted… for example let me refer to environmental damage that we have caused we expect it to be solved by nature itself that is we are taking nature for granted to balance itself…
We always Say “ooh he’s a good man”…hello who is a good man?? Please answer me Whats the criteria for a good person… For e.g.… Mahatma Gandhi… According to Most people He was god’s Angel…But There were people and there r people who still hate him… so if he was a good person why was he killed…coz he was a bad person according to someone… Everyone decides his own benchmark... But On a Broader Basis we still consider Gandhi ji as a majestic Human… So it’s not only me who is at a loss of expression… There r People who find them selves unable to be expressive as a society and contain that moment and fire within them… There r always Unanswered question … unexplained phenomena… But the Biggest mysteries lie inside the cranium….
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I know this is hard time for you but hey just read the next post and you will know what to do
and its good to see you here pal.
hi vikram...it myt seem wierd but i cud relate maself to ur post for quite an extent...dunno if it wud work but if u want...u can read ma post n i hope it works..cuz it did for me...
neways it was nice reading ur post...a teen surely wud relate himself to it!!
hi vikram..
read your post, and i wont say that i could relate to it or something but i 'd rather say i have been through that phase in ma life ( a part of me that i still cherish and a part of me that made me learn so many things on my own).. it's just that we are those complex thinkers who are onlookers of our own lives, and not just that we observe everything that's happening around us, maybe its sunset or people's opinion about things( like the gandhi thing you just mentioned).. and people aroun us fail to notice those small things becuz they have issues of their own or they believe in living a perfectly nawmal life(( that all others at our age, and not just our age but even elders prefer to do.. work and live w/o thinking, w/o analysing, never questioning themselves)).. it's good ta see sum1 thinking of such things, it's just 1 step before maturity(( it's reached when u'll get answers to these questions ON UR OWN))..
so rather thn feeling that nobody understands u, or there's a void in ur life or mine, just focus to learn things by finding out the answers yourself, and make use of your imaginations for some good work.. focus ur energy into 1 thg..
and 1 more thing maturity doesn't come with age, but comes with the experiences, and precisely what u learn from those experiences.
and regarding the question to the gandhi thing, i'll tell u 1 thg that u ll learn in ur life:
everything's relative... there's nothg such as absolute in ths life.. howevr hard v try.. u wont find a single thg ch is an absolute.. and changes are the only thg tat r constant...
and not just that u ll find urself contradicting the things u mite have said earlier..
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